lingering thoughts and words unspoken

I've been in such a whinyyyyyyyyyyyy mood all day long! WHINE WHINE WHINE. hahaha.

After school today, Siyun, Sean and I had to report for CS /: That, in essence, is the kinder form of the word "Detention". Anw, Mr Apollo-teacher-I-don't-know-his-name had us scrubbing the LT walls for like, an hour and a half! ): Initially, Siyun and I were damn enthu cause its quite funny to see like thirty over people scrubbing walls together but after that it got really boring haha.

Anw, I was telling my Mom about the scrub-wall experience and she went, "EH! not bad what! You just be late lorh scrub abit of walls also worth it!" GIGGLE! :D See, that's why I love my Mom (:

Stayed back in school til really late with Sean-I-curse-a-lot-Tan Jing Jie cause the rain refused to stop and both of us were stranded ): hahaha. Then Simon and Yeenseen and Chrisseah came too (: It was freezing at the classbench area. The long, heavy Mr Rain finally had mercy to stop at seven plus so we all went home. I did like, four questions of Maclaurin's in that couple of hours. yayness.

the beginning and the end.

Today, in the romantic setting of the field..

CS: Venus, you wanna be my girlfriend? (smiles sweetly)
Venus: eh noo
Me: Venus, you wanna be my boyfriend?
Venus: okay! (:
CS: but but, ehhh Venus I very nice to my girlfriends one! I'll send you home and..!
Me: Venusss, you must send me home okayyyyyyyyy! :D
Venus: O.O
Yiwei: EH what about me?!
Me: Aiyah, you are our maid lah!
Yiwei: !!!!!
Yiwei: Venus, am I pretty?
Venus: yeah not bad lah!
Me: VENUSSSS!! How can you say another girl pretty in front of meeee??
(Venus runs away)
Yiwei: (in maid's voice) Sir loves me -smirks

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny lah omg I nearly died laughing LOL! Venus is soo cute and Yiwei is downright hilarious!

Okay I shall go sleep early today and ignore the existance of my unattempted Maclaurin's tutorial.

Goodnight, cruel world.
(:

hand in mine, into your icy blues

Every night, I have the same unanswered questions. What am I going to do? ):

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Okay my brother is practising drills in front of the mirror and my sister and I are laughing our heads off! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny lah omg my brother is sooo cute!! :D

Addition/
He told us his sirs wanted him to look dao, and this is his definition of a dao expression:


LOLLLL! Well done! :D

for everyone
the story goes
there's a special someone
to make them whole
someone to give their heart completely

and you may search
high and low
and when you find your one
and when you know
then you finally get that feeling
it'll be as clear as the air you're breathing

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
its when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that you're in love

who can tell the time and place
when you see your soul reflected in their face
it'll be a spell you're under
and it'll hit you just like thunder

that's when the world feels small beneath your feet
it's when the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and when you hold them in your arms and cant let go
that's when you know

for all of my life
I have been searching
for something I couldn't find
but now that I know that you are the one
I understand
I read the signs

cos now the world feels small beneath my feet
and all the stars above are only just out of reach
when you feel you're alive for the very first time
and there's nothing that you can rise above
that's when you know that your in love

(:

under a sky of dust

Okay I've decided to remove the paragraph cause some people kind of started to think that I'm annoyed with them! hahahahaha. I'm notttttttt! I was ranting about a certain person of higher authority.

Embrace the oncoming weekends! (:

I kept falling asleep during lessons today cause I was really really really sleepy and no matter how I try to stay awake, I will kind of doze off again unaware. haha. Especially in the lab! Labs are like, sleep-inducing or sth. I couldn't really assume my normal sleeping position though cause there's this abrasion on my chin! -.- haha such a strange place right. Anyway it got there because I was putting those huge and heavy cones back after training yesterday and I intelligently jammed them into my own jaw /: LOL. But pain okay. I thought I'll dislocate it or sth. hahaha


Every little thing that you have said and done

Feels like it's deep within me

Doesn't really matter if you're on the run

It seems like we're meant to be

and all these confusion was what I was afraid of,

that forever was in your eyes

Aha! I am now eleven dollars richer after some hardcore gambling (translation: five hours of blackjack) -BEAMS!:D My mental sums ability has improved considerably too! hahahah!

I spent the early part of today lying on the sofa watching bad Stephen Chow movies and various other irrelevant programmes! Feels heavenly to be a couch potato, even if it is just for half a day!

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chrisia!?: haha tres is very in French too! :D

Chris: Happy cny to you too! (: Do I know you?

And if I lived a 1000 years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you, that day
And if destiny decides I should look the other way
Then the world will never know,
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you, that I love you
tonight

Oliver James; Greatest story ever told

Tres sweet (:

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MELINDA LE! hey loveeeeeeeeeee! Ahhhh its really you, you disappearing stranger! :D Sorry I replied your tag so late cause I can't see my own tagboard for a while due to some unknown reason but ANW, I MISSED YOU A HELL LOT!! How are you! You better drop me an email soon and give me your address so I can write you! My hot masculine protecter-of-all-harm HAHA! (: BIG HUG!

yx: HAPPY CNY TOOOO! (: hahahahah! Cheer up about the sleeping hours k! (: Sleep early- wake up early- good! :D -grins! jiayouuuuuuu

ning: hahaha sorry I'm so lazy to relink! hee. Are you staying on in AC? love! (:

eunice: thanks! :D HAPPY CNY TOO okay! <3

And if I can have one dance forever, I will take you by the hand ;

Stoning/ Acting wise

When he have nth to do, he will start chewing on people's (my) feet /:

And hes always hijacking my bag to sleep on

((:

SO CUTE!

Hello there, Angel from my nightmare!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Today is a happy day! (: Just wanna thank everyone for their little gifts and notes! (: so sweet!

So a BIGGG thank you to all my classmates, my angel (chiajone) and mortal (kelvin), and all the other people including kailing, wendy, gwen, jiankai, shaojian, dawn, jean, lyn and hongfei with special mention to yeowkailing cause she came all the way down to hc in the morning and to angjiankai for the very sweet scrapebook and zhanghongfei for the really cool Deathnote notebook!! :DD Like you've predicted, I really like it alot! (: THANK YOU BROTHER! hahaha your note inside is hilarious lah!

Okay, so today is a happy day (:

oh and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER! ((((: loveee!

Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
and every promise that I broke, stays with me
and everything that's left inside, stays with me
It all stays with me.

Yuting, wkyturtle and I went to town today to shop for Angel-Mortal gifts! I've come to the conclusion that buying presents for guys is the toughest job of the century /: Everytime we pick up sth that we think looks reasonably nice, we will rack our brains and think:

1. Will it be nice on him?
2. Is it his style?
3. Is it useful to him?
4. Will he like it?
5. Will he like it?
6. Will he like it?

Then plop, the controversial item of heated debate goes back on the shelf!

In the end, we ended the trip at town with NOTHING but alot of plans! And the big mega plan B was to.. LOOK AROUND SOMEMORE. LOL! So we parted and I went to Bugis because I really needed to go to Bras Basah to get some stuffs and hi-ho-the-merry-oh, S is for SUCCESS! We successfully bought something for one person! :DD

(Distant applause)

Embrace yesterday's tomorrow.

I have been sleeping at like eight oclock everyday and it is pure bliss! (: Like yesterday night I woke up spontaneously at 2:03 am and when I looked at my phone, I felt like giggling out loud because I ACTUALLY have four more happy hours to sleep! :DD Unlike somedays when I wake up and look at the clock and see its like 5:58 that kind /:Makes me feel like crying man. hahahahaha

okay R for Random! There's dramafest later! Shall go shower now!

Please tell me you feel something,
because what I feel is Ecstasy.

The human mind is so complicating. Why do I do something when what I really want was to do another? Throw everything far and reset, restart. May the best man win.

take that step

Haven't blogged a single decent entry since the historic days of yesteryear so I shall recap now! (:

Apollo cip
Apollo cip was quite fun! On Satuday we were basically doing the decoration works like putting up those pineapples, couplets and other red stuffs. Anw, there was this gargantuan and floppy pineapple that was like, withering in a really sad way and CS and I resuscitated it and saved its little life! hahahahahah! I seriously think the pineapple was damn funny lah! The way it was flopped forlornly, abandoned and depressed, smack in the middle of the hall! lol! After that we went to carry out those welfare goods from the storeroom and that chrisseah, that chrisseah is the worse! I was like asking him if we have to carry EVERYTHING out and he said yes so I just grabbed the box nearest to me and hauled it out and then the woman there was like, "eh eh eh GIRL! Where are you going with the coasters???" hahahahaha. At that point of time I just stoned at her cause I had no idea what in the world coasters are /:
For your infomation, they are "A small mat or plate placed under a vessel to protect a tabletop or other surface beneath". Yeah, those are coasters -.- I never knew they had a specific name. Aren't they just called little table mats?
So anw, I had to haul it back to the storeroom and hannah, who was eavesdropping, went like "HAHAHAHAHA -points and laugh-" Okay thanks! lol

Went for dinner with the class people after that! After dinner Reihorng got us to play this "gao ying da sai" game and then at night, chankeet sent me this video whereby some guy called Cao Ge and Tank were competing and its like SUPER COOL LAH! hahahahah! My brother and I were like screeching at the top of our lungs to reach and we still cannot ): lol! My ceiling almost crashed though.

Sunday was a day of waitressing and I realise the elderly eat minute amounts cause the food portions were damn small but when we were clearing, some of the food were still untouched! O.O The highlight of the day was Mrs Cheong's baby boy who is soooooooooooooooo cute lah omg he has like the fattest cheeks I've ever seen and I was sooooooo tempted to squeeze his little face but in the end I didn't wanted to be carted away for child abuse so I only poked his chubby cheeks :D (very gently)

LOOK! FREAKING CUTE LAH! I was telling Gwen about how yummy he looks and Gwen was like "yeah he'll be damn nutritious!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! What a word!


SO FREAKING CUTE! :D

Went night Pasar Malam shopping with my sister and we had this sudden craving for otah so we bought like sixteen otahs to share between us! :D Damn gross lah I swear I'm never gonna eat another otah for a year! /:





Can't resist (: My mom was like "You ah, always buy rubbish home" etc etc. lol

Okay I better go and do my Math tutorial now!

And a big thankyou to crankyyyyyy for the sweet little gift today! (: xie xie ni! <3