The past like some unquiet ghost still moves
Within, too fraught with longing to forget.
We have moved on, as is mature and wise.
But love, though long abandoned, never dies.

The past like some unquiet ghost still moves,
Within, too fraught with longing to forget
I miss those days, it plays in heart of mine
But they, now gone forever, lost in time.

Ti amo

shit I can't concentrate at home at all! /: My day sort of went like this:

Woke up.
Rot around.
Put on facial mask with my sis.
Scared Mimi. (who can't recognise me when I have the mask on and she scratched me!!!)
Wait for ck to come over.
Eat lunch.
Terrorize moo and mi.
Slack.
Slack.
Watch friends.
Tries to study.
Terrorize moo and mi.
Listen to youtube.
Terrorize moo and mi.
Talk to my sister.
Terrorize moo and mi.

And it goes on! haha! ahh I suck!

Saturday was somewhat memorable cus I actually fainted in public when I was out with ck and his family /: oops, really embarrassing.

I remember feeling really woozy and unsteady the moment I stood up to walk and the room was spinning and the next thing I know, my legs just gave way!! I crumpled into ck like a rag doll and slided to the floor, giving him a really big shock! After that I kinda laid on the dirty floor, half unconcious, and probably looked like a dying goldfish...

Then, I went on to puke right in front of those unfortunate diners in the restaurant! hahaha!

(But ck told me afterwards that the diners were just watching my horrible drama unfold with mild interest as they ate their dinner so it serves them right to witness my appetite-killing act of retching! >:D)

Then two really nice diners came up and started rubbing medicated oil vigorously into my temples. Thanks aunties! I feel really sorry that I didn't thank them properly at that time.

Anyway, the most important person I have to thank is my dear! ((: Thanks for being with me and I'm really sorry I gave you such a scare! /: And also big thanks to his family too oops I totally spoiled his sister's bday celebration la. In the end the supposed Singapore Flyer trip ended up being substituted by a trip to the doctor with a very sickly and ghostly-looking me /: oh nooooooooo. Really really paiseh ):




Gonna avoid this place for the rest of my life, even though its a pretty place! haha! ahhhh

I've been in such a lousy mood from all the stress (proven from the fact that I am having a breakout ahh) that the only thing that can cheer me up is the gratification of SHOPPING! ((: heeeeeee! Contributing to my lousy mood is the fact that I was running a slight fever and having cold spells all day long.. wahlao. And I still can't rest in peace cause of that horrible, mind-boggling OM term paper !@#$%

Anyway, grumpy me finally felt a flutter of joy when Mr Postman delivered my 2 dresses today! Yippee! I want to go shopping shopping and buy and buy stuffs and more stuffs!!! Even though its kinda out alr, I feel like buying a pair of birks. It feels really comfy and at least, its one level up from my pok haviannahs! haha! I wanna go topshop and get some tops for school too! I feel like getting a nice white crochet or grecian something. So pretty! And sth happy and flora! And I wanna buy stuffs for my Garfield! I saw a couple of alright shirts on Old Navy yesterday, a subsidiary of the high and mighty Banana Republic! And its really much much cheaper!! Shall show him when he next books out and see if any are to his liking.

Shopping shopping! I wanna go shopping! I think after next Tues, all my projects are due other than for Accounting and I can probably breathe for a day before having to start mugging for exams. Uni goes at the pace of lightning! There isn't anytime for you to screw up and then catch up again. It appears I will only have time for the screw up. Oops.

6 more weeks!! I want projects and exams to be over please!! My dad has sth really exciting planned for us from the 5th to 7th Dec! Please I pray that I have no papers on the 5th because apparently Cycle and Carriage has organised this trip to Kelantan and all the Mercedes-es will be driving there in a convoy! How cool is that! Its some nature discovering trip with nature hikes, fireflies catching and even a visit to see turtles! PLUS it includes atas meals and accomodation at this really good price! And we can go for spa or golf too during free and easy if we want! I really hope it doesnt clash with any papers!!!!!!

Okay I feel happier now blogging abt stuffs that I look forward to!! ((:
hahaha
Ooh Garfield is callinggggggggg! (: ciao

Yay I have finally completed by Term Paper on Operations Management! Well, almost at least, other than the need to lengthen my introduction and edit it once through. This must be one of the most challenging shit I ever had to do!

I don't know why I am feeling so contradictory lately, I just can't express how I feel. Maybe the stress is really getting into my head. What I need, I can't feel it. What I need, I can't convey it.

I have decided to do up another blog as I have no idea how to make a post private. Its not that I have any secrets though! (: I just dont want any misunderstanding and speculation.

I need to rediscover myself!

Does the graph always reach a plateau over time?
Blend, habitual and becoming all too convenient.
It is never easy to put a finger on
Because you are not wrong, but we are just not right.

I like abstract.

I am going to work hard today!!

"Close my eyes, and feel the cool water against my skin, blocking out the world and replacing them with an occasional gurgle and the sound of my own breathing"
-

DSC term paper is a sure recipe to drive someone to insanity! I swear reading another research paper from those journals will make me yank out all my hair! Unfortunately, I still have at least FOUR to go. I am going to be bald when the deadline is here. Or maybe even headless.

Ohkay, perservere perservere! I love love love the revolutionary Just-in-Time and the Toyota Production System. So damn interesting.

Really happy for my Garfield today cus he got posted into a relatively slack unit job! ((: congrats dear!

Ohkay back to reading! I'm halfway through my first one only ahhhhhhhh screams screams shouts roarrrrrrrrrr

to work towards lesser reliance

yesterday was a happy day! (: My MNO group finally finished all our scenes! (: woo hoo! What is MNO, you ask? Its this Management and Organisation module that we have to take and the group project involves making a film on some topic using famous childrens' stories! haha! Our topic was on Managing power! Pictures! (:


the aladdin family! (:


muacks!


the beggars of MNO land!


powerpuff girls! Look at me omg omg!


my pretty jasmine


shaun painting our genie blue :D


MIGHT MORPHIN POWER RANGERS!!


chiong fight!


I look like a thief


power rangers acting cute


ring ring!


(:


my genie!


seducing aladdin! haha!


buttercup and blossom!


powerpuff girls helping out enemy, mojo jojo to paint his hat! lol!


buttercup acting strong and I'm trying to act bubbly cute but obviously not suceeding! haha!


shaun!! (:


mjjj! :D LOL! I think wy is a fab actress!

Hahaha! I love my MNO group! (:

Okay! I have to start on my 10-page term paper now which is due in 10 days omg omg!

And exams are coming in 5 weeks time ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I am not ready please let the time freeze! ):

Alright! Thats all for now! Wishing my dear a good day tmr at his new camp! ((:

Take care people and have a great week ahead! (:
MUACKS! <3

are we losing our love?

ahhhh I didn't study at all the whole weekend! I feel so guilty, especially since I'm already behind in tutorials and there're tons of stuff that are due really soon! /: It's damn scary!! I have to get down to working damn hard next week or like, DIE! O.O

Meet up with Limei on Thursday and I had a really really good time! I think she understands me in a way no one else can. thanks bestie! (: and I'm super happy that you are so happy! (: Thanks for the treat at Big O and the lovely present! A chocolate fountain omg! Out to make me fat right!! (: lol!


the creative girl! (:

I think I've been thinking too much lately. Sometimes I feel like I've not been good enough, sometimes I think I am just too expectant, too demanding. But what is being too demanding? What do I really want? It occured to me to just give up the constant stress and let go. But can I?

be nice to me, Friday? (:

Accounting test is overrrrrrrr! (: yay! Now I just have to tackle my three untouched tutorials that are dued tmr. lol! I'm so dead la! I'm really tempted to pon law and dsc tutorial, so maybe I just need to get the accounting one done! >:)

I think this face is really cute ----> >:) hahaha! I learnt it from jx! It looks damn sneaky and naughty!

Meeting limei later! (: yay!
Okay, off to work!

I love my Moomooooooooo! Shall upload a bunch of photos of my darling dog next time!
and of course, Mimi too! (:

(I admit I'm biased)

sj: lol yeah shes my ah ma from jc :D hahahaha! thanks! hows lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee? I havent talk to you in q a while ):

ah ma: lol introducing to you, my grandaughter (look on top!) hahahaha! thanks alot yunnie! hugsss! Hope schools treating you well ((((:

js: THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU! (: