Sunday, July 23, 2006
Koped this from Valerie/Sam's blog! Edited.
"Those little gestures, when isolated, don't mean a thing. It's accumulative. You'll probably have to piece everything together and maybe then, you'll get it. Maybe. But still, its always full of "Am I thinking too much?" and "it's just false hope". Doubts. And maybe all these dont even mean anything, just hope on a my part. It may not even be accurate, cause somehow I guess, I want it to be true.
It's funny, they say if you like a person, you should spill everything out. In case you regret, which you'd probably will. But it's so hard, and weird. I doubt I'll ever tell a person that I like him. I'll just keep it to myself, maybe drop subtle hints - that's as far as one usually can go. Self-delusion may seem stupid, but it really isn't. Everyone needs a little fantasy in their lives. It gives that false but warm sensation of hope that can bring a smile on a rainy day. Impossible reality. Dreamlike fantasy. Coincidence. I wish you'd feel the same way. But, what are the odds? "
It's always simpler in fairy tales.
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Been feeling quite distracted lately. It's damn irritating. I can't get my work done.
Anw, my parents saw two little kittens on Classified and they are wanting to adopt them! oooh! I hope they really do get them cause they are soooo adorable! :D Kuchi and Kitty (: I wanted them to adopt this little cat called Jack which has only one eye ): But they insisted it looks a little scary. Oh wells.
Went for bunch at Tiong Bahru Market with my family and I met Kenneth again! What a small world lah! haha. Anw, the food there was cheap and good and the place was new-ly renovated! Nice (:
Its what I couldn't put in words.