You know, unknowingly, I really think you have the power of affecting me- how I feel, and my emotions altogether. Dont get me wrong, I am not talking about someone I like nor have a huge crush on or anything. Its just someone different. Hard as I try to read you and decipher your character, I still dont know what kind of person you are after so long. Youre like ever changing. Every time I talk to you, I get confused. Who the hell are you?

I dont want to talk to you anymore. I hate the way you confuse me and make me think about things which I know arent true and cannot be true and yet, with all my impracticality, still hold a fraction of a possibility. From today onwards, I wont let myself be confused anymore because I am out of it. All this time, I allowed you to manipulate my thoughts because I have been dreaming, and in dreaming, I unconsciously fitted pieces of my dreams into scenes of my life. But we all know dreams and reality dont go together. But really, I am clear about what I want now. And what I want isnt what you can give me.

Friendships like this won't work. I dont understand you. You wouldnt let me.

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Aiyah confused galzx number one lah.
I'm going to sleep.