Wednesday, January 24, 2007
never in a million years;Feeling quite out of sorts lately. Think I've been doing everything half- heartedly and drearily without really caring what's going on around me and all that. It's like I can't wait for each day to be over, the quicker the better. Then I can retreat. I don't think I was like this last time. That's what is freaky. I can't be living my life like that.Got to brace up, brace up."And then, there'll really come a day when mind-talk doesn't work anymore"