by the moon and the stars

I'm blogging now using my brother's tablet pc! whoaaa its like how cool lah! But shit man, after I flipped it to become its flat-screen form I can't get it to go back to normal!! So now I have to write the entire entry with the pen! :/ eiks!

Blocks are finally over! I think I'm going to do really sadly though. Especially for Econs! :l I think my entire essay is out of point to the max! I'll probably get like 5/25 or something. I better prepare for siva's sarcarsm to descend on me /:

SIGHZX! Its alrights! Theres always the next one! :D And I promise I'll really try harder next time, just for my parents if not for myself because they have been really really sweet to me. I'm really grateful that they have never put any pressure on me even though they know and I know that I'm really slack and inconsistent and that my grades sucks /: In fact, when I was feeling pathetic over how I flopped the papers, they were the ones who told me that its alright to flunk all I want now but that I must really start putting in real effort after this time. At that point of time I really felt quite terrible cause I know I've always been letting them down and making them worry for me /: I can't do that anymore! Yeah, I can't! ugh.

I hope that guilt in me last long enough as a driving force to be translated into actions hahaha. Sad to say, I think it almost always doesn't. I'm gonna write this big big on a paper and PASTE that reminder on my wall!

shaojiannnn(grand-daughter (very unfillial)) and jannn(favourite friend!) are leaving on a jet plane and going to Australia to study next Wednesdayyyyy ): I'm going to miss you twoooooo! ayeee you two must take care loads when you're alone in that foreign land and take care of each other too k! (: Stay away from bad company and don't come back with purple streaks in your hair! :D loveeeeeee <3

Alrightees! (: