Monday, August 31, 2009
Been awhile since I wrote a decent entry on my blog.
I did get a load off my chest. But my feelings are complex and sometimes, contradictory. I change my mind easily and occasionally, my thoughts are too volatile for even me to grasp. It makes me feel like I'm a total pushover, absorbing everyone's opinions to blur the edges of my own. Sometimes I feel that I'm adjusting what I want repeatedly to fit my own expectations and that of others.
I've always been a person happy in my comfort zone, but recently I felt that I've changed! I'm suddenly yearning for changes in my life. Don't know whether to feel happy or sad. Have I gotten tired of the life I'm leading? Or am I finally ready to embrace something new? (:
ANWS, I went for the NUS Jazz Band concert yesterday night with my cat, Daniel and Fio to watch the bff Pian Piang (haha!) perform :) It was a really great performance and I enjoyed it immensely!! Think I was sitting quite entralled throughout the entire concert.
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Then Jx drove all of us for supper at Newton! I was actually quite full but seeing the yummy spread in front of me was too much to resist :D So I ended up eating a lot /:
School at 10am tmrrrrrr yawnsssssss!
On a completely random note, I really want to thank my Garfield cat for being here in my life, after two years and more. I was really touched by the way you said you'll take care of me and make sure I eat all my meals on time when I said I am going to die early of some evil stomach disease.
I love you dear (: