I'm slowly slowly abandoning this blog haha! Really lazy to blog nowadays! I realise I usually think about my blog when I'm really happy/excited or really sad/depressed! I am so mean.

Anw, today is one of the days where I'm in really low spirits.. Communication is such a difficult thing. I dont know how selfish or selfless I can be, and I'm afraid of the consequences of what I do. There should be clear directions and road signs in my life. Do this, and this happens. Do that, and that happens. Then life will be so much easier.

I am so gloomy that even I find myself annoying. I should isolate myself from everyone until I find myself back haha...